I lost my heart to him
My story starts out in the 4th grade. i had just moved to my new school. I was scared, lonely, sad etc...you get the idea. I had a lot of trouble at first but in time, I was settling in well. I found a best friend named Veronica. In grade 6, she was asked out by a guy named Clement and his best friend Johnny.
It wasn't the first time I've seen Clement but Johnny was new in school. First glance at Johnny and I know I was head over heels. Veronica didn't pick eith of them. She said she needed time to decide. The time she was taking was hurting both of them. It was hurting me too, watching the usually overexcited Johnny become sad, and reserved.
Eventually, she choose Clement and left Johnny heart broken. I comforted him as a friend and for the first time in months, I saw him smile. We became really good friends, talking all the time and even hanging out and playing soccer at lunch.
I remember there was one incident where we were on a trip to whistler. It was our year end field trip. We were on a huge tour bus and it was double seats with two aisles. Veronica was suppose to be next to me but she moved up to sit with Flora and the other Veronica so they could play truth or dare.
I was so excited when Johnny moved up from the seat behind me and sat next to me. He had decided he wanted to play. I didn't want to play so I faked sleeping, but I was actually listning in on their game. then, one of the other boys dared Johnny to kiss me on the cheek. He did it, thinking I was asleep. None of them ever found out I was fully awake.
I also remember when one time, Johnny was next to me again on the bus and they were playing truth or dare. I was listening to my ipod that time and was awake. Veronica (who was in front of Johnny) got up to go to the bathroom and the bus swayed. She hit Johnny square in the eye and broke his contact. Then all I remember was Johnny and Veronica crying and Johnny somehow ended up leaning on my shoulder and crying. Somehow, I ended up comforting him and later on, we both ended up conforting Veronica.
I don't know what happened but Johnny and I drifted apart after we reached high school. He and I barely talk anymore. And when we do, It's because we were forced to and he seems to dislike it. Till this day, I still really like him. In fact, i'm still in denial but I probably love him. It's been 5 long years ongoing 6. Somewhere along the lines, I lost the friendship and the closeness of being with Johnny as friends. I also lost my heart to him. the funny thing is that, he doesn't even know he has it.
Submitted By - Anonymous
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